Changes Stink

My poor Sunshine.

Daddy has gone back to work, now in his 3rd week. Geez, it took long enough for him to get a job. I thought we were going to start living on the streets. ;-) Seriously though, I was getting worried. Back to Marisa. Every night I go through the same routine that we've been doing for 1 1/2 weeks. She wants ME to put her to bed...geez, I've been with you all day...love you and all but PLEASE can I have some me time. One night when I left her with daddy, she cried and cried.

Marisa is so afraid of losing me too..like daddy. Poor thing feels like she lost daddy...I feel so sad for her. But she's gotta get used to it! That's just life. Still, every night she wants to sleep in my bed. In all honesty, I love sleeping with her, but I don't want to make her feel that something is 'wrong' by changing things on her...it's important to keep things the same. I do let her once in a while though, but I've always done that as a treat so that's not new. BUT, every night, my heart breaks cause all I hear is, "mommy, I really want you". I always tell her, "Sunshine, you've already got me and will forever".

Hope it gets better soon!

--- Dalia